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Inspiring.

Tonight of all times, why is it raining again it makes me look so pitiful. Don’t try to console me.
Move this hand, we’re strangers now Don’t worry about me and go away. I’ll disappear no strings attached,
you thought I’d hang onto you. It’s disgusting, don’t misunderstand. I’ll meet someone so much better,
I’ll make you regret it all. Sadness is only for now, boy cause love is over...Love, love is over tonight.


Tuesday, August 10, 2010, 9:55 AM
Late night phone calls.

Last night, I spent my night at rage -- COMPLETE rage!
A 20/21? year old boy who acts like a 2 year old girl, accused me for their stupid problem, for him trying to get his ex back, for trying to accuse a best friend which claimed that he and his ex are doing things behind his back and doesn't want to believe that they aint and Lastly, claiming i'm jealous of it all.

Like excuse mee?
....he sounds like another wing*beeeep*

It makes no sense to me at all except the fact he is being a little whiny drama queen.
What got me off the hook was him swearing at me, twisting everything, bitching at everything -- SOMETHING WHAT A GIRL WOULD DO.
I was seriously at complete rage that it came to the point where I had enough.

The two people who actually sat down with me and listened to my bullshit night was Tasie and Leif.
I am really thankful to have them both because Leif being a sympathizer, knew where I was coming from and totally agreed with me -- it made me feel better that I wasn't the only one who thought *censoredname* was being an asshole.

Tasie, she's a doll. She's the type where if something like this or worst comes up..she deals with it calmly. Last night she told me to be calm, don't let it get to me and all these other things that I managed to listen and do. Soon enough I was so calm that I was like what the hell happened o.O
She also showed me how there are other ways to deal with things that will make me the better person -- and I'm gonna work on that. Like vicky, I was also told to look at the positive side of things because it will make me feel happier.
We spent the night chit chatting away till we ran out of things to talk about.

There are things I need to put into practice that Tasie and Vicky taught me.. it's going to be a challenge but I know that they know that I can do it!
Very encouraging right?

It's nice to have people around me who pick me up and place me back up on my feet when I fall or just totally lose it. I'm greatful.

Today, I plan to bludge untill class starts at 6pm.


The End.
Love, Amy
xoxo